Wow, I didn't realize that the last time I updated this was January.
I have been knitting all this time I swear.
Although I may not have much to show for it.
Sure it looks good from afar. But I'm worried. I have made it all the way to the Raglan shaping without much mishap. Yet this thing so far looks like a big sack. What if it doesn't fit me? What if I get so excited about finishing it that I mess up? I have to admit that usually, by the time I get to the end of a project, I am so excited/sick of it that my finishing often ends up being sloppy.
The pattern for this is really good but I feel it lacks certain explanations. I mean, I don't know what I'm doing here, I need extra specific detailed guidelines. 
But what scares me most is this:
The steek!
I mean cutting your knitting seems wrong to me. So I'm not looking forward to this part. I feel I might mess it up.
Let us pray to the knitting Gods that this sweater comes out un-injured.
You spend so much time and energy knitting something, you want it to be perfect.
Perhaps this is an exercise in accepting faults.